Looking for anyone who can do good asmr or hypnosis style audio work for this

Please tell me I am a BIG FAT PIG a horrid repulsive disgusting sow that eats non fucking stop and has the most appalling manners n habits, a cow that doesn't know how to stop fucking eating and will never cease blowing up like a fucking balloon! Yes i long for and crave to hear such obese affirmations, all in a kinda positive light too to encourage me to listen and gladly accept this as the true real truth of who and what i am. say every possible name and fatty comment you can think up at me. let the put downs and mockery flow make me feel like one big porky tubby hog! make me into some foul horrible repulsive pig that is just sickening to be around, farting belching you name it. theres no weight i wont dream of  swelling up to 400 500 600 pounds? maby more! i dont care im a nasty horrible  cow, every pound i pack on is pride for my fat fuelled ego. eating is a repulsive disgusting habit and what im doing to myself is soo horrid for my health. and that why i need to keep at it, love it. i deserve this massive size and  repugnant fate ;)

hopeing something 10 or 20 mins long and loopable, so i can finaly bask in all the wonderfull teaseing and name calling and obesity encourgement ill get from this.