Wasn't sure whether to put this in the Writers forum or the Artists, so here it is...
Often when someone posts a request from an artist or writer, I see the person get told, "Try writing/drawing it yourself." But here's the question: Can you get off on your own stuff? For some reason, trying to get off on my own work is a lot like trying to tickle myself, if you'll forgive the analogy (and even if you don't). I can get into it while I'm creating it, but once it's set in stone, it never carries the same punch it had during its gestation (forgive the expression).
I asked this of my friend BalloonFan, and (while I got a different answer when the subject arose a year or so later) we seemed to agree that our own work didn't have the same effect as someone else's, unless a long time passed and we "forgot" the work a bit. (You'd think with my legendarily bad memory, that would be easy for me.) But even then, I prefer to read the same words written by someone else than those written by me. So... how unusual is this?
I really have no idea how unusual it is. I think it's all personal preference.
I relate to a large extent.
I should say, for me, it's the finished product that I have trouble getting into.
It's the act of creating the story that I enjoy. That's where the excitement is for me, being so personally involved. I feel a closeness with my own work that I don't feel with others' work, but once I've finished my story, it's as if the characters who were so close to me have gone on to live their own lives.
There's the element of tribal magic in the writing, where you bring the internal world into the external world, and it's a form of exorcism.
I'd say your thoughts make sense in that context. The charged sigil affects the consciousness of others after you've charged it.
You're performing the spell correctly when you say that once it's complete, the thoughts no longer affect you in the same manner.
I like reading others' stories just to see their imagination.