Embarrassed to ask a question?

Hi I am new to this I had this account for a while but never gotten to around asking. Bio: male, age 21, chubby side :x, straight 

Let me start from the beginning I started to get curious about inflation and stuffing when my partner look up on these topics on her laptop. (she got embarrassed about it I told her it's alright and shown me her account long ago and short stories she made in her laptop).. well going back what I stated, she was curious and told me what I was into I went red cheek for a few moment.

I said well anything as long it's not like messy stuff

(nasty excrement sorry not into that and thing I don't feel comfortable in doing.)

She smiles and hugs me to the point of not breathing. She tells me what she does when she has nothing else to do, usually stuffs her shirt and sweat pants with soft things and roll around and lay on her belly or add more to the point that she wobbles around in the house. Other times she while buy these tuff balloons and fills in a suit to hold the large water balloon when she shown it to me looked as if she swollen with a round watermelon extra large size. 

She asked me what I think for some reason I said "Hot" later I understood why I said that it was because she felt comfortable in sharing something she hidden from people. I felt honor she shared her secret. So we played around in secret when not working and studying. 

When I read her story I always went red and even still now I still do even reading. I wanted to ask three question.

ARE THERE ANY LADIES THAT SHARED THERE MOMENTS WITH SOMEONE SPECIAL?

TOO DO YOU GO STILL GET EMBRASSED THINKING ABOUT WITH A SMILE? 

ANY LOVELY LADIES WRITE, READ, WEAR SUIT, RP OR ANYTHING RELATED?

(I asked her if I could share this said yes but to remove her name so it did.) 

I mind you this was a one year ago, sadly we broke apart in good terms because we had our own dream college and places to live but we stayed in contact as friends and I am happy to meet someone like her. Now I live a good life ready to move forward for the future sorry not looking for RP, or relationship just wanted to share my memory and ask question. 

x3