Look, if anyone here knows the second law of Thermodynamics, it states that the entropy of any isolated system not in thermal equilibrium almost always increases. Entropy itself is a thermodynamic quality that represents the unavailability of a system's thermal energy for conversion into mechanical work. So while I can talk a good talk about science, it doesn't mean anything unless I explain why I'm spending my time, and inevitably yours, blathering on about science in an inflation forum.
Well my mind had reached a total entropy level, as it were. I've been into inflation as much as anyone here has for a long time, in fact, my origins with it, I can trace back to when I was three years old, and maybe farther back. But what I mean by that, is after keeping a thought in your head, a secret passion for so long, it degrades and flattens into a thick, worthless paste. So earlier this Winter, I opened up to my friend about my inflation fetish, and I realized that I needed someone to open up to, after holding it in for so long, someone to talk to about it was refreshing. Months past, I tried roleplaying with him twice, and then he went out of it. I tried opening up to another friend and roleplaying with him, but that only worked once.
So now I end up where I am today, in a mood of development and deep thinking, I decided to open up to the one place I know on the internet, that refuge exists for what I like.
So here we are, and I guess I better introduce myself in a slightly formal manner at the least.
I will be known as Ocean Assimilater here, because my fur is pretty and white because as I'm very, minorally popular on Youtube, just a bit, I don't want to spoil my personality for the risk of something happening.
I have been into inflation for at least twelve years, making up 4/5th's of my life.
My history with the inflation scene started with a Tom and Jerry episode called "Muscle Beach Tom," before my second history piece was the famous around here, Blueberry Inflation Scene from Charlie and the Chocolate factory. I watched the scene over, and over again, my young brain at the time not comprehending what it meant further down the line, just that, it had an odd air I liked.
I tended to obligate to Furry inflation more, and more specifically Pokemon inflation, obligating with my earlier tendency of liking Pokemon and Furries.
I liked inflation of my arguably favorite character ever, a Pokemon named Lugia, the most. And sometime around when I started imagining myself taking part in inflation fictionally, I adapted an Anthro Lugia form for that and never looked back.
I created a set of etiquette for my inflation ideals, and after looking around here for a bit, I realized my ideals are a lot different than the majority here. I really dislike popping in my brain, an inflatee must obligate to be inflated, and that's already going against eighty percent of people here. (I studied the polls.)
I operate in this inflation world entirely fictionally as of now, as the idea of inflating myself physically doens't appeal to me. I get crampy and in pain whenever I eat a little too much food, I don't want to attempt real life inflation.
My favorite type of inflation is water.
And I don't think I have much else to say about myself except explain why I went so sciency at the beginning.
One of my loves in life is science. I study all kinds of things everytime I get, even if it's something completely out of my weightclass, like Quantum Physics. And because of how quantitative I am over how qualitative I am, that interupts my inflation ideas a bit. Instead of going off of qualitative obersvations about myself inflating, like "I'm so big, so soft", I instead run numbers off in my head to figure out how much I'd be weighing, or my size numerically instead of a rough guess. I don't know if that impacts the suppositive experience of roleplaying or writing, but pfft.
So why make a post here for seemingly no reason? I guess I just want to get out, after sitting in my mind for all this time, I want to branch out to more than just two friends who don't know what I'm even talking about, and more in the direction, of people who know what I mean, and maybe create a bit, just a bit, of conversation.
Maybe something I kept secret for so long can be set free. I don't know how, but maybe it just will.
This was an interesting read, but aren't you a little bit young to be on a website like this one?
I think it's good to come to terms with your sexual eccentricities and accept them as a part of you. Opening up to others is always good, but I don't advise that you do it with platonic friends, especially not in a roleplaying context. By doing that, you're injecting an element of sexual interaction into a relationship with someone who probably has absolutely no interest in any of this. Don't open up about your fetishes to random friends. Most people don't want to know.
All that said, it sounds like you're struggling under the crushing weight of ennui, nerdiness, and being a 15 year old. Don't get all involved with internet weirdoes and end up as one of those people who draws hundreds of pictures of inflated Lugias or whatever. Take up a hobby. You're articulate and love science; channel that into something. Instead of glancing through all these eclectic things like quantum physics, find something especially interesting and learn as much as you can about it. It'll pay off in the long run.
In short: you're way too young to be here, get out.
PS: You're using the word "obligate" wrong.