1) what the hell causes it. Like scientifically.
When I was five I contracted this fetish when I saw the Charlie Blueberry inflation for the first time. I was wondering if there's a scientific answer to what triggers the brain to have this attraction.
2) Should I ever tell anyone I have this?
My parents were never understanding about my fetish. My mom knows, she caught me when I was around 10 or 11 watching a Taylormadeclips video. That was many many years ago. I'm afraid to tell my girlfriend because I'm worried she won't understand and will leave me and call me a freak. Should I tell anyone I have this fetish?
3) Is it a blessing or a curse?
On one end it does basically rule my life at least in the sexual parts. On the other end it does give me pleasure from time to time. Which is it?
What caused this terrible blueberry swelling?
It's the Russians, namely - swell.su