Hey. I've made this account just to post this. My sexuality is... Strangely defined. Yeah, I get it, that goes for all of us here. But, I feel there's a difference between me and everyone I can think of.
It's that my fetish IS my sexuality.
On the most basic, simple level, regular porn doesn't turn me on at all. Period. I only get erections from certain inflation types.
To get more deeper, however, is what really is strange to me; It's that sexual themes are a flat out turn off for me. If an inflated girl is naked or something, I lose the (already minor) sexual feelings.
At it's deepest, the question of what my sexuality really is. I'm not asexual, as I do have this fetish, but I get slightly preturbed from sexual things. I don't even moan, I don't ejaculate or orgasm, or made proper semen at all. I don't even think of the inflated character as "sexy" or "hot". Just cute. Is there a sexuality comprised only of a kink? It's barely even a sexuality.
If anyone can relate to this, or even just drop an opinion, it would be very appreciated.
Yes, I can very much relate to it. it means that sex with other people is less goal-oriented and more an emotional expression and a gift to them, or at least that's the intention. Also, for me it indicates a missing factor in the idea of sexual orientation, which is "it's what you do with it that counts". It's more important what someone and I do than their gender or gender presentation, and this is not captured at all by the "LGBT" initialism, which is just about the physical kind of people one finds attractive.
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