My Temptation

I'm always tempted to come back to my inflation kink. I've had it since I've been young always fascinated with balloons and inflatables since I could remember. I remember playing with balloons as a child and having large bouncey inflatables to play with. My confession is the first time I ever finished was because of a water balloon growing against me. From then on I was hooked using any opprutunity I could to have fun blowing up ballons and then fantazing about blowing them up inside my clothing. I eventually did and I eventually got larger balloons. I've made complete rigs before where I had an inflation suit that blew up around me. I've been in bliss. I've always kept this live of mine completely private only speaking in these chat rooms, discords, etc. The reason why I've stopped was me getting a girlfriend and now soon to be future wife. Part of it being that I'm ashamed of this niche and afraid of being caught and shamed for it. I've had a close encounter recently after coming back once being tempted. I think this will probably hold off for a while. Despite that sometimes I'll be thinking of all you guys I know our community is growing so when I come back their will be plenty to see. 

My fantasy one day is to have my wife or someone manually control my pumps and inflate my suit until I cant move and pop. I've never had anyone do this for me and I'm hoping maybe one day if I do decide to come back to this fetish I can achieve that dream with a full scale rig that I've built before. Love you all that have this fetish and hope the best for you.