What ever happened to TayvaRP? Is she alive? Is planning to do more videos?

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What ever happened to TayvaRP? Is she alive? Is planning to do more videos?

What ever happened to TayvaRP? Is she alive? Is planning to do more videos? I had to plan to buy a two sets videos from,her and when I got the money up together she disappeared. Has anybody heard from her? I like to hear from her again and I like to see her do some more videos again

Berry-DukeAlt

I talk to her regularly. She is alive, bud. Though, I don't think she is making videos. She and I are collaborating on an idea for a future comic series.

Lopni

It's good to know she has time at all.

4th year is a very busy one in the university

If she studies well, I'm sure she'll be capable of doing totally awesome things for community once she starts her career. Just give her time now to learn as much as she can.

TayvaRP
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It's been pointed out to me by a friend of mine that this has been asked, and I suppose I should explain.

Yes, I have been busy with school, recently graduating my fourth year (sadly though I'm not working in my field, since several years of prior experience in the industry is mandatory for what's considered a 'Junior' web dev). Unfortunately between paying back student loan, juggling the cost of medication for my bipolar disorder, and facing increasing prices of rent, I'm only just scraping by. Add to that a broken camera with the lack of funds to get a replacement, things just haven't been going all that well.

To add icing to the cake, I had been under fire on my deviant art account a number of months ago for not posting content that people 'wanted' (including lewd videos and uncensored work [meaning face and voice in video]). This combined with my untreated disorder, and numerous failed attempts at trying to raise money for new equipment to make videos ended up pushing me over the edge, and I walked off. I haven't touched any of my equipment since, and I've long since given up hope of affording a new camera. Combined with my terrible drawing skills, and I figure I have nothing left to give.

Another Canadian Guy
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Well, just remember that the content you produce is because you want to produce it. If people are complaining on DeviantArt or YouTube, screw 'em. They aren't giving you anything for your efforts so if you are being pushed to do stuff you don't feel like making, then simply don't. It's their problem, not yours.

Also sorry to hear about the college thing. Hopefully you can find something soon enough. Have you tried asking your professors for any reccomendations or (sighs) internships? I know my video editing teacher knew a guy that he suggested I go to, and it worked out perfectly. 

(Not on here too often, replies might be slow.)

TayvaRP
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Haven't been able to get in touch with any of my professors since graduating. I had a few recommendations / suggestions given by the head of my course, but it never went anywhere (the people they suggested had no interest in my skills).

 

It's not so much the complaints that get to me. I got used to those eventually. It's when that background chatter turned into outright threats and abuse. I can deal with people posting stupid comments on my stuff, but when its taken to the point of receiving emails and private messages on my accounts from people who don't understand 'no', then it's another issue in itself. It's just a matter of time when someone figures out who I really am, and uses it as blackmail. I was afraid of it getting to that point, with how insistent some people have been.

Another Canadian Guy
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Yeesh, that's messed up. Sadly though it doesn't surprise me, considering the lengths horny males (and females) can go to. Well, sorry to hear anyways.

(Not on here too often, replies might be slow.)

inflatingclothes
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Tayva do what bambi did sell your stuff.

I do paid commissions pm me for Prices 

TayvaRP
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I've got nothing I can really sell, except for a retail beach ball and a broken camera.

Berry-DukeAlt

I would like to get a new camera in the future myself, but I will help you out with getting one that suits what you are looking for. Btw, im out of school now, so I can finally work on that comic idea.

Miakota
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I had bought a video from you and I was curious if you had already sold the suit besides the beach ballAnd out of curiosity how much would you sell the Beach ball for

Miakota
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 Sorry I was driving home from work but what I was trying to get at is the fact that I held on to your video because I love it I’ve not shared it with anyone I’ve kept it to myself and I love what you did I love what you did and I wish that you could do more of it but I understand where you’re coming from and why you can’t so this is why am asking about  how much you’re selling the beach ball and if you already sold the suit

Miakota
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And to be honest I’m not trying to sound creepy I’m just telling you the facts it’s also because the fact that I wanted I guess to do one in to keep the memory going because I really loved what you did was awesome

Anonymous1

I'm glad you're okay, Tayva. I was worried about you.

Process
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What are you guys talking about? She been gone for a while. She nuked her DA, and made all her vids on YouTube private. 

She was always worried about her private fetish work being seen in her real life. So she probrably left to avoid being spotted.

Bustrix

This thread is from back in 2015, Miakota necro'd it.