How far do your interests permeate into your life?

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How far do your interests permeate into your life?

I wonder, how often have I caught myself slipping into fantasy during a slow few moments of work, or revealing more than I intend by comments or conversation? Has anyone seen my posts and made a connection from my user name? Did I remember to empty the cache and change the folder permissions? Uh oh.

There is a preponderance of inflationistas on Youtube, the Chans, myspace, and in forums like this one. They expose themselves to the internet, ostensibly retaining anonymity and separation from their public lives. However online, they are their openly inflation [or other] loving persona. Are they totally anonymous or just selectively? How do you see it; is your life an extension of what you forged online, is who you are online because of your practices in real life, or is it a blend of both or more? Do your interests extend beyond fantasy or the internet, or is this solely a private, personal extension of your life?

As for me, I actively practiced expansion with my girlfriend (or rather, she did for me) until recently when we decided to change themes again. Call it immersion role playing. I browse online, but have made no other contacts or places for it in my life. So other than through past relationships, my interests exist totally online.

TBTabby

I sometimes find myself having "skirtachute" fantasies when I see an attractive woman with a long dress.

Inflate123
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What happens in my mind stays in my mind. :) But it's always there, and I might be suddenly more aware of it if I see someone with physical attributes that strike me as inflatablish. I don't train myself to go out and "see what inflatable stuff I can find today," but I can't help but make a connection with some otherwise innocuous stuff out there. I don't intentionally try to weave it into my daily personality; I keep it in the closet and enjoy it as a secret life.

Skymaster

Pretty much no one knows of this surname of mine. The only peoples (or things in this case) that know of me here are my computer and myself.

*Spontaneous Delurk +1*

Anonymous

I try not to think of the crazy shit that goes on in my mind.

nineteenthly

I'm not actually open about it in real life. A few people know, but i came to the conclusion that i told people when i subconsciously fancied them. Since it would have a different meaning to me than them, i stopped telling people. I still feel that it's an important part of who i am and nothing to be ashamed of, so i make a point of using the same username here as elsewhere and i don't actively make it secret, so that if people should happen to come across this place or other things, they make the connection. It makes me a little nervous when i think about it, but i don't think it's wrong, just a very small minority paraphilia. The "helium taxidermy" idea on the Halfbakery is an example of me being a bit open about it, and "Empathy implant" is another related idea of mine on there.

What really annoys me is the strong tendency for other people to refuse to accept that it exists.

http://www.youtube.com/user/nineteenthly

 

bostoncowboy
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it's private for me, but one person i know very weel i found has this same fetish and we know each other and stuff, so she's the only one that knows.

hellview_666
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Hmmm...I guess if I see a hot chick in a blue dress, the thought crosses my mind :P

BlushingRose

I fantasize about it a lot, but other than that I don`t really bring it into my life. I`m terrified someone will find out and shun me, so the only things I take away from my laptop are thoughts.

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hfilled

Almost included inflation in an RPG of mine, but the group rescued the prince from the witch in time, so it was a no-show.

BenPanced

I haven't been in any situations to actually bring it out into public, but I haven't ruled it out!

Always looking to meet local guys for inflation sessions!

inflatman

I try not to think about inflation most of the time unless I am actively looking for it on the net but sometimes I see something that just sparks my imagination and my mind is lost for the rest of the day. Most of my friends know about my interests in inflation because we are the weird kids who have perverted talks at lunch...pretty much the only people who dont know are hose who arent close to me or are my family...so I ended up explaining to my friends what it was about when they asked and in turn I got to know their secrets...somehow I managed to assemble a crew of people who all have weird fetishes including bestiality, giantes, and Futanari.

Anonymous

I'm pretty good with keeping my fetish life and normal life separate, but the thought does cross my mind when I see a cute girl :D

kingdemon815

Oh, and i found a game that allows.. well. sorta inflation.in a nexon game called "Mabinogini" or something like that, if you eat to many food items you get really fat, and you stay like that for weeks

airtankgirl5
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Far, far too much of my time. Like, all of the waking and sleeping time.

Ratbiker
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i am pretty private when it comes to certain stuff like this. i've told a few people and they think nothing too weird of it. but sometimes i get a thought in my head randomly or see a pretty girl and get caught up in my head during my daily life. it can get quite distracting at times.

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kingdemon815

Me too.