Keep in mind, I only created an account because I wanted to share a fantasy, but at the same time I don't want anyone finding out about it. Also, I just going to mostly lurk around on this web-site whenever I get the urges.
First let me start my story of how I got into body expansion:
I may have had this, well it's more of a kink then a fetish, since I was a kid, but I didn't realize it because I didn't know what sex was. I remember being in a car playing on the gameboy color, playing Wario's Land 3. (One thing, I am not attracted to Wario.) There was this section of the game where these Chefs that are Moles, I guess, and if Wario got too close, they would feed him a slice of cake. When he ate the slice of cake, he got fat for a short while, and with that feature he could break blocks with his weight. I felt strange about it and felt enjoyment over it. I think I was maybe eight at the time.
Years later when I was like 11 or 12, I got the same feeling when I was playing a Spyro game on the PS2. I had this strange feeling again when these Hippo characters ate this piece of fruit and got big, then they could break walls for Spyro to go through. My feelings for this kink didn't really take off until I accidently came across artwork of characters expanding on Deviant Art because there's a lot of it on DA. I thought it was weird, until I saw enough of them and then they start to affect me. This happened in my early twenties.
I like the thought of eating contuinely until I get really big, but then reality sets in and I can only eat so much. I'm overweight or chubby, but not like superfat or anything. I'm torn between wanting to be big because stuffing looks really attractive, but I can understand the reality of being superfat from watching shows like my 600 pound life. I guess in other words, I just like the idea of it.
My body feels like a balloon sometimes, that needs to be inflated. I don't know why I have this feeling. Feel full increases my feelings of arousal. I think I'm on the asexual spetrum and only feel attacted to fictional characters. I don't have that big of a sex drive btw. Hourglass inflation sounds sexy, I already have a big chest and maybe an ass, but the idea of having even bigger curves makes me feel even sexier, though I woudn't want to walk around with really big curves because then people will stare. Body is expansion is something I want to only enjoy in the bedroom. It's sexy, if I got inflated big enough to be cuddled, or be a comforty bed for my partner.
Okay, enough with the fluff. This is the fantasy I want to share and it's getting stronger, but I want to be a giantess. My feelings are complicated. I'm really into Transformers and feel sexually attracted to them. My face is turning red. *sigh* I want to do it with the big transformer, Metroplex. Does wanting to be gaintess goes with body expanison? I keep on thinking how this fantasy isn't possible, if it did become a thing. Yeah, enlarger guns don't exist and neither does Metroplex. The reality would be first I don't want people or other transformers to see me without clothes and hopefully I will have clothes if I was that big or else I would be freaking out. Another thing, why would Metroplex have a sexuality and there would be a very low chance of him even knowing how to have sex. Metroplex is probably a virgin! Plus, I don't want anyone watching us and seeing two very large beings do it probably could be seen miles away. It would be so hard to miss. It does feel powerful to be a giantess. Now, I feel really strange.
Sorry, if I wasted your time reading this. Sorry, if my reading was hard to understand. I'm trying to get my mixed and confused feelings
out. Thank-you for reading my post BTW.
Another fantasy that I have is being inflated through my pussy. Yeah, I'm being a horn dog now. It's sexy having a guy blow through the lips like he was blowing a balloon, then my ass and thighs get bigger, then my belly. Maybe an air pump would work. Before you know I'm huge. This scene is done through mouth. It feels good in the gentails. :)